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The Man Behind the Beat

By Sonia Montalvo

The deep punchy 808 bass drum of Yo Gotti’s 2013 Hit Single I Know, sent the masses to the dance floors to flex in the bravado of the song’s beat drop and the lyrics. Featuring the late Rich Homie Quan’s legendary voice, the song became a cultural staple hitting #31 and spending 21 weeks on Billboard’s Hot R&B and Hip-Hop Charts. With 182 million views, the song’s existence lies behind the genius and gritty production of Charlottesville native, Trauma Tone.

The 34-year-old producer who prefers to go by his self-appointed moniker, first popped on the production scene around 2010. Prior to his entry in the game, he had been creating beats for some time in his hometown, creating a buzz for himself in the city. Taking his time in high school to perfect his craft, his most vivid moment of realizing he was on to something came during his sophomore year. “What I will say is, I think it was a song that an artist at the time, which is my homie who I love to this day. His name is Nick. He did a song, and, like, it was my tenth grade year and I remember this, everybody was playing it. Even the people we had problems with growing up- I remember them pulling up to the school playing the song. I was like, ‘This must be what it feels like to have a big song.’ A few years after his graduation, Tone ventured to Atlanta to expose himself to a bigger market. At the height of Rap’s Mixtape Scene in 2013, what solidified Trauma Tone’s place in the game for him had to be his first song with major recording artist at the time, Chicago’s ambassador drill rapper, Chief Keef. This song was placed on Chief Keef’s mixtape ‘Almighty So’ which dropped after his commercial success in the mainstream with hits like, ‘I Don’t Like.’ For the last decade plus, Trauma’s song credits have continued to grow and so does he as he continues to take on the job of becoming one of Hip-Hop’s hidden-in-plain-sight gems of the production game.

With influences like The Alchemist and Dr. Dre, Trauma Tone’s earliest memories outside of spending part of his childhood in the studio with older family members, was being gifted the gift of music. “My mom, had us like, we was the Death Row house. She had us all on Tupac. The first gift I ever owned in my life was a single [Cassette] of Snoop Dogg’s Gin and Juice. Dr. Dre is definitely like one of them influences, you know, one of my favorites growing up.”

Trauma’s ultimate goals as a producer are to leave a musical legacy behind and to create music identifiable with where he’s from. Interestingly, with Virginia debatably having very few identity markers in one significant musical influence or sound, Tone’s predecessors of musical greats may have shaped it this way on purpose. Virginia is home to several legendary producers in the industry. Timbaland, Missy Elliott, Pharrell Williams, The Neptunes, and DeVante Swing—Trauma Tone is quite literally standing on the shoulders of giants. Each of the these legendary artists could be considered snowflakes in the music industry because though they all hail from the same state, none of them have similar sounds to one another or any of their musical counterparts for that matter. As time progresses, each of their sounds doesn’t even allow them to sound like their previous work. Take for instance Missy Elliott. With no production of hers sounding quite like the other, Virginia Legend Missy Elliot gave us hits Supa Dupa Fly in 1997 and Lose Control in 2005. Two sonically different songs eight years apart, with the ability to move her fanbase all the same. Comparable to the Virginia legends before him, Trauma Tone further proves that the sound of Virginia is not a sound at all, but a feeling. With household hip-hop names under his belt like Migos, Kevin Gates, Rich Homie Quan, NBA Young Boy, Curren$y, and others, Trauma Tone is navigating through his music career in a similar fashion. “We [Virginia] got like a lot of different influences, because we’re right in the middle, of the north and the south, but like our bounce is different. When you look at people like Timbaland, Pharrell–I think we just got a different vibe to us. It’s hard to really explain the sound because I don’t want to put us in a box, but I just think that the bounce is just a little different. We are very versatile, all of us. You can pretty much come to any of the Virginia producers for any type of sound, especially if you’re trying to push it forward. I think it’s always gonna be some envelope pusher type of shit. “

Trauma Tone shares that his new endeavors and collabs are special to him. Recently he started his music label, Which Way Is Up, affectionately named after a 1970s comedy of the same name starring Richard Pryor that his mother introduced him to as a child. “That name always stuck to me because it’s like me and my manager joke about it all the time. Now, when people call us to fix shit, we’ll always be like, ‘Man, they don’t know which way is up.’ Like, they don’t know which way to go. You know, but I feel like I’m the guy for my circle[and] for my network. I’m the one that people call.” He states the creation of his label comes from the business knowledge he began attaining during the Covid-19 Pandemic. The producer creates his newest projects under his label with the most current project being a joint album with him and Louisiana Rapper Curren$y. “We do our projects in-house. We do everything on our own. I didn’t really understand none of that type of stuff on the independent side until I got with my manager and started learning about that earned income. So, I just think once you learn the game and like, you find different ways- it’s a million ways to skin cat, find your lane.” While nervous to share any names, Trauma’s excitement tends to flare when he talks about his upcoming 2025 projects.

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At a perfect pace, Trauma Tone’s production credits are making him a household name in the music industry, but he doesn’t wish to stop there. Tone has his eyes set on scoring movie soundtracks and writing scripts. To end this article, it’s important to note that Trauma Tone stands behind believing in your own delusions of self. When asked what it took for him to get to this place, he exclaimed, “I was feeding my crazy, man, probably a little bit of delusion in there, but like, you couldn’t tell me, I wasn’t gonna be who I said I was gonna be. Even when everybody was like, “Oh yeah, it’s not gonna work,” or, “Get a job” and all that, I was just like ‘fuck what everybody else is talking about. I know who I am, and I know that no matter how long it takes, and I still got a ways to grow, but I know who I am, and I know what I’m trying to get'”I was feeding my crazy, man, probably a little bit of delusion in there, but like, you couldn’t tell me I wasn’t gonna be who I said I was gonna be. Even when everybody was like, ‘Oh yeah, it’s not gonna work,’ or, ‘Get a job,’ and all that, I was just like, ‘Fuck what everybody else is talking about. I know who I am, and I know that no matter how long it takes—and I still got a ways to grow—but I know who I am, and I know what I’m trying to get.’ ”

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Community Community Development Michaela Franklin Style Travel

A Business Class Love Story

I am a huge proponent of flying Business/First Class. Unless there are absolutely no other  options, I would prefer to never fly economy again. #Bougieandproud. As the airline industry  increasingly scales back amenities such as in-flight meals and leg space, (as well as itemizing  every single pound of luggage you bring), more and more, it seems like Business/First class  looks increasingly attractive. (In other words, Steve Harvey was right!)  

The obvious con? Clearly, the price. However, there’s a couple of hacks you can use without  making your wallet cry:  

1. You can bid for an upgrade. In some cases, after you book your ticket, you can bid in  an auction for a seat. I’ve done this a few times, and I’ve upgraded for as little as $70!  2. Last minute upgrade. Wait until about a week before the trip. Many airlines often cut  prices to fill unsold seats, so by this time, they are often available at a steal.  3. Points/Miles. Some credit cards/airlines offer loyalty points you can redeem towards the  fare.  

The biggest advantage of flying Business/First is EASE. For example, I’m #TeamOverpack.  Most Business/First fares allow for at least 30kg (70 lbs), or more for luggage. I love shopping  and bringing gifts back home when I travel, so not having to worry about whether I’m going to  

wear a few extra layers of clothing from my suitcase to avoid fees is an immediate stress  release! #IYKYK  

  • Check in time: I hate rushing. Business check-in usually requires less time. I’ve gotten  to the airport 80 minutes before an international flight, and still made through with time to  spare *NOTE: EVERY airport ain’t created the same. Do not try this for example at  ATL or LAX. You WILL be watching your flight take off from outside the club for  sure.*  
  • Priority Security and Boarding: Usually the queues for Business/First class check  in/immigration are much shorter, especially for international flights. So, no standing  around in line waiting for 1-2 hrs to get your passport checked!  
  • Lounges: Listen; being able to stretch out on a chaise, drink a glass of champagne, or  have an entire private room for yourself before or between flights is wonderful. Some  Business/First Lounges even offer free massages.  

I recently had the opportunity to visit Al Safwa First Class Lounge for Qatar Airways. It  did NOT disappoint. It has its own check-in gate and provides direct shuttles to your gate. So,  no sprinting across the airport trying to slide before they close the cabin. Here you can have a  nice glass of Rose, whilst waiting for your flight taxi to arrive.  

There were also actual hotel rooms available inside. The layout was much like a museum with  paintings and figurines dotting the long hallways. A gorgeous waterfall located in the center of  the lounge added an air of calm and peace to the already comforting atmosphere. The design  was an ode to Qatari culture and their incredible focus on architectural design. 

  • Comfort: I’m a long-legged lady, being able to stretch out on a GODSEND. Especially  on longer flights. I recently joined the 40 and over club, so my circulation and joints thank  me every time I descend.  
  • Food: I LOVE food. This is my opus. Normally business class gives very much  restaurant with the food choices. Being able to enjoy lamb chops, a juicy sirloin, caviar,  or a full plate of prawns, with a tiramisu for dessert brings so much joy to my day. Also,  the wine options, especially on long flights are usually a decent range.  
  • Unexpected perks: Networking at 35,000 feet: Need a business funded? Looking for  an investor? Or just plain old need life advice? THEE CONVERSATION.  Listennnnnnnnn. This is probably my second favorite aspect of flying Business/First!  You really get your weight in gold through simply, talking!  
  • Oftentimes, especially frequent Business/First fliers, are well traveled. Many are  fellow entrepreneurs. I use these flights as an opportunity to further my network and  industry knowledge. I often meet many long-term business owners, and just through  conversation, I have been left with incredible professional gems of advice that I still use
    • to this day.  

As noted earlier, I’ve flown business on a number of airlines, (Singapore, Oman, KLM,  Jordan, Egypt, FlyDubai, Vistara, etc etc) So far, Qatar Airways definitely takes the W. (I haven’t  had the chance to do Emirates Business/First yet, and I heard that it’s the best product on the  market. Singapore was definitely a close second to Qatar, so we will see.) Below is my  experience for my first time with Qatar Airways Business Class. (Aka: The Q Suites!)  

Customer service: 10/10. Hands down the sweetest crew. The reason for my travel was that I  was transporting my mother’s remains for burial. Once the crew learned that I was the  passenger flying with remains, I was immediately moved to a larger, central suite so that my  partner and I could be next to each other. They didn’t have to do that, and it was super  appreciated. They also checked in frequently, often leaving warm notes and words of  encouragement. 

Food: 9/10. Decent selections and good portions. The only reason why it didn’t get 10/10 is due  to the tea selections. (Singapore definitely tops the list here. They legit had 40 tea selections.)  

Dranks: 10/10 mainly because of the unlimited bubbly. 

**For reference:  

Aircraft: Airbus 350  

Flight: WV 667/WV 6045 MCT-DOH-IAD 

 All in all, though it may be a pretty penny, with Business/ First Class what you will get in  convenience and peace, it is well worth the price of admission! 

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Holly Edwards: The Legacy of Lamb and Lion Lives On

by Sonia Montalvo | Photos by Anica Marcelino

Holly Edwards was a force—both gentle and unyielding—who forever shaped Charlottesville’s community. Even now, nearly a decade since her passing, the ripple effects of her civic-centered work as a nurse, City Councilor, and community advocate are felt in both big and small ways. Holly was not just a public figure; she was a servant leader who showed up in people’s lives, day in and day out, with compassion, wisdom, and quiet strength.

To her family, she was the matriarch who led by example; to her neighbors, a trusted advocate and friend; and to the community at large, she was a woman of action, embodying what it meant to stand firmly for what is right while offering warmth and kindness to those around her.

Saturn Edwards recalls their mother’s advice: “You gotta be tough,” emphasizing her belief in balance: “She specifically said that we have to be like a lion and a lamb. You have to balance your energy when you’re interacting with other people, and you have to stand up for yourself while also doing it with grace.” Saturn and their twin, Jean, were the youngest of Holly and Ken Edwards’s children, growing up in a close-knit family alongside siblings Christen and Shelby.

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Photo of Holly  provided by family.

Jean, fondly known as Novella, reflects on spending after-school hours at Westhaven with Holly, who seamlessly integrated family with her community work. “She would pick us up, especially during the summer when she was working as a nurse, and be like, ‘I’m going to be in my office and do my own thing, but you guys can play with your toys.’” For the Edwards children, service was more than a responsibility—it was a natural part of life.

Christen and Shelby share similarly impactful memories. Holly supported and encouraged their interests: Shelby recalls her mother buying the book that the musical she starred in during high school was based on, while Christen remembers having empowering conversations with Holly about her teenage aspirations of becoming an Olympic swimmer like Michael Phelps.

Creating Community Care

Holly’s roots run deep in Charlottesville’s public housing communities, and Westhaven held a special place in her heart. Westhaven, Charlottesville’s oldest housing complex, was where Mrs. Edwards served as a Parish Nurse and Program Coordinator for the Public Housing Association of Residents (PHAR) at the Westhaven Clinic. Holly’s efforts brought healthcare directly to those who needed it most, ensuring equitable access for all. She didn’t limit her work to just one facet of community care—she also pursued political change.

Left to Right: Jean Edwards, Saturn Edwards (Front Row,) Shelby Edwards, Christen Edwards, & Ken Edwards (Back Row.)

During her time in local government, Holly Edwards served as Vice Mayor of Charlottesville from 2008 to 2010 during her term on the Charlottesville City Council. Elected to the council in 2007, she served until 2011. In her work, she fought for policies that mattered—equitable access to resources and healthcare, as well as support for the city’s most marginalized. But she also knew that leadership wasn’t just about standing tall; it was about lifting others. Her family understood her unmatched ability to listen, connect, and offer the right words at the right time.

Love and Lasting Impact

Ken Edwards, no stranger to community work, jokingly shares that he loved “the hype” surrounding his wife, Holly. As a Community Faith leader and long-time Government Service worker for the United States Postal Service, Ken has spent decades fostering spiritual growth, serving as a pastor at Union Grove Baptist Church and now the historic Zion Union Baptist Church in Charlottesville, Virginia. Alongside his late wife, the couple exemplified a life of unwavering service—Ken through his faithful leadership and commitment to public service, and Holly through her passionate advocacy for healthcare and social justice.

Reflecting on Holly’s tireless work, Ken expressed his admiration: “It was amazing how many people Holly touched in ways I never knew about… People would see her carrying the oxygen tank, taking care of the twins, and still showing up for the community. They were inspired to do more, to stop dragging their feet.” When asked about his own legacy, Mr. Edwards said, “I want people to know that I was friendly, I didn’t point the finger at anybody, I didn’t condemn anybody. I just tried to love everybody. Man, that’s what I want. If the church can get that right, guess what? We’ll be full every Sunday.”

Carrying the Torch

In 2017, Holly Edwards passed away, and the community continues to deeply feel her absence, with many still mourning the profound loss of her leadership and compassion. One of her many initiatives still utilized in Charlottesville today is her “Meet Me at the Bus” program, where she stood at the Westhaven bus stop with donuts and fruit, chatting with families as they sent their children to school. This practice has since been adopted by other organizations in the area to foster engagement with community youth and their parents.

Today, Holly’s children continue her legacy in their own ways. Shelby Edwards, a versatile professional, has made an impact in both the performing arts and the nonprofit sector. A performer and teacher in the theater world, Shelby has acted on stages from Virginia to Illinois. In a full-circle moment of legacy, Shelby also became the Executive Director of the Public Housing Association of Residents (PHAR) in 2020, the same organization where her mother once worked as a program coordinator. Now back in the Windy City, she continues her philanthropic work as a Director of Leadership Giving.

Christen, a leader in the education field, is involved in several equitable education initiatives aimed at supporting marginalized students and fostering inclusion. A graduate of North Carolina A&T and UVA, Christen was a part of the inaugural leadership team for  Charlottesville’s first Freedom School, which provides a comprehensive education on Black and Brown history, social activism, and community involvement. She also started the first equity committee in the Charlottesville school district. Christen states, “I wanted to be able to talk about equity, diversity, and inclusion… the voiceless need a voice, and if I’m gonna come back home, I’m gonna give back to Charlottesville because it’s the same community that built me up.” She now serves as a Manager of Research and Evaluation for the National Center for Teacher Residencies, a Chicago-based education organization.

Jean and Saturn, recent high school graduates, are making their mark on the community as well. Jean, currently a student at VCU’s School of Arts for Theatre, said: “I don’t know. I just feel like it’s still very early in my career. Even though I am very young, and like I can speak on some of these issues, I feel like I still have yet to experience all of it. I’m mostly looking forward to being at VCU. I’m a transfer student. I didn’t enjoy my previous college. It was much too small for my taste, and I knew I wanted more.”

Saturn, following in their mother’s footsteps of activism, has become a vocal advocate for Black queer and trans individuals, focusing on visibility and inclusivity within the Charlottesville community. Like their mother, who worked passionately to uplift marginalized groups, Saturn continues this legacy by setting an example of Black queer joy and resilience. “I’m really setting an example for what Black queer joy can look like,” Saturn says. “That’s why I decided to stay [in Charlottesville]… so other Black queer and trans youth can see me on my journey and say, ‘Wow, I can do that and be happy.’”

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Community Community Development Michaela Franklin Travel

Water, Healing, and Travel

by Michaela Franklin

I still remember the bottom of the lake. I remember the soft sand. I remember trying to breathe in and feeling nothing but gravel in my lungs. It was 1988, Virginia Beach, USA. A fun trip to the lake ended up going horribly wrong when a freak whirlpool took myself, my nanny and her fiancé down to the bottom. My nanny rescued me, and I had to be resuscitated.  By medical definition, I drowned that day. 

Fast forward 30 years later, and 8,000 miles away. 6:00 am, Muscat, Oman. My mother had unexpectedly died the night before. I was in shock. My partner suggested we take a walk on the beach. As we strolled alongside the sand, the pebbles grounded me.  The purple, orange, and red hues soaring in the sky looked like entry ramps into heaven’s gates. The sounds of waves hitting the shore slowly eased my confusion. A body of water in my primary years almost took me out, but it was a body of water that also fully restored me during a period of agony and darkness. 

Zanzibar Island/Panje Profect Master Instructor In Service Training

The history of water is incredibly complex for Black people. Water was what essentially uprooted us and put us in chattel slavery for over four centuries. It was used to divide our families, to inflict violence and years of abhorrent, generational trauma. In the 1960’s during the Jim Crow period, acid was poured into swimming pools and pools were drained after our usage. We had fire hoses filled with pressure water that could literally take the skin off you, turned on us, just for daring to sit at the same lunch counter and classrooms as White people. 

To say our relationship with water is complicated, is simplistic at best. 

But for some reason, some of our happiest moments also involve water. Black folks love a yacht party. We love cruises, we love an overwater villa in the Maldives, Bahamas, Turks and Caicos. We love rafting and cliff diving in Jamaica. It’s almost like despite our history, we know deep down, that water means us no harm. 

I moved to Bali a few months back, and one of the first things that stuck out to me was how many water activities Black people are involved in. I also noticed something profound: outside the U.S., Black people exude a different kind of bravery. It’s almost like the mental and emotional chokehold that the US has over us, disappears once we leave those borders. We are doing cannonball jumps into the deep end at pool parties, we are taking three-hour treks up curvy mountains to stand underneath the Tegenungan waterfall.  We wake up at 4 am to detox and purify ourselves at the Tirtha Temple. We are snorkeling, scuba diving, and getting surf lessons. 

Back home, there’s a running joke: Black pool parties where no one gets in the pool.  A few years back, a particular image from one of Rick Ross’ annual pool parties went viral. The image showed hundreds of Black people on the deck, but only a handful in the water. We got a lot of kikis on twitter about it, but it’s not funny. The lack of water participation reflects the deep-seated fear and unease Black Americans often feel about water, a fear that’s as much cultural as it is personal. 

What’s the about, really? I think to understand Black American’s deep and complex relationship with water would take months to explain, but I will try to summarize here. The fact is: we are woefully aware that the US is not a safe space. So many of us in the last ten years alone are making mass exodus from the States, seeking refuge abroad. Often noting that the quality of life, (i.e. less racism and being able to simply exist and be Black), does not exist  on American soil. It’s been said that the American Dream is not in America, but overseas. 

In June 1964, James Brock dumped acid into the water at the Monson Motor Lodge in St. Augustine, Fla. He was trying to disrupt swimmers who were protesting the hotel’s whites-only policy. Bettmann/Corbis

   We often forget that our ancestors found freedom in water. One of the penultimate forms of rebellion on the slave ships was to jump off the boat’s edges. We jumped, choosing to forego a life of physical, mental, and emotional bondage. We instead submitted to let the water fill our lungs and make an eternal home in the soft sands at the bottom. In Christianity, we are baptized, immersed in water as a form of spiritual renovation. To cleanse our spiritual palates and become closer to living a pathway that is deemed spiritually sound.  We wrap ourselves in white clothes, lay on our backs, and let another person submerge us completely. We come up coughing, sputtering, but feeling purified.  

Water’s duality was evident again on August 5th of last year, during the Montgomery brawl, aka “ Fade in the Water”. When a group of white men attacked a Black, elderly dockworker, it was a scene painfully reminiscent of the past, just 60 years before. But this time, a young Black teen, fully clothed, dove into the water, swimming across the channel to defend the man, who was also his colleague. A group of older Black men jumped off the boat as soon as it docked and headed towards the group that had assaulted the dockworker.  What followed was a powerful display of solidarity, as Black men and women defended one of their own. In a poetic twist full of serendipity, the white attackers were forced to flee into the very water they had once used to control us.

The day before, a group of Black women had just done a blessing ceremony in that same water. I don’t believe these things to be coincidental. It’s almost as though that spiritual blessing created a veil of protection over the events that transpired. Water, which had been a tool of violence for so long, became a shield for justice.

So back to this article’s purpose. As a people, it’s so imperative that we nurture our burgeoning relationship with the water. Which begs several questions: What if we use water and the travel related to it as a method of freedom? What if we use travel to cultivate safe aquatic spaces? How can we utilize travel to embrace our fears of the water head on? 

To that point I think if Aquatic Freedom is what we are looking for, the Caribbean, Zanzibar Island, and Bali, Indonesia are the best places to let go and be free of aquatic chains. These places are incredibly Black friendly, as most of the inhabitants are either from the Diaspora or also fellow POCs. 

Overwater villa/St Regis Maldives

It’s something I think that’s calming about those clear waters, that does something for our spirits. I visited Zanzibar a year ago and was able to work with a local organization called the Panje Project. I arranged a day-long in-service training for their Master Instructors. The training did not take place in the pool, it was going to take place right in the Ocean. I was very anxious about this initially. But once I was in the Ocean,  I realized that the fear wasn’t just mine. It was ancestral. And yet, the experience was incredibly liberating. It wasn’t just about swimming; it was about healing—for me and for everyone there. 

When I say that that day was probably the most freeing feeling. Sitting in the Indian Ocean and seeing my fellow brothers and sisters at EASE in the water was a balm for my spirit. I wonder how many more of us would benefit from experiencing this and then bringing this newfound knowledge back to US

Since I’ve moved to Bali, I’ve noticed in the groups I belong to, there’s lots of requests for swimming related activities or lessons. I recently taught two sisters.  Like many adult swimmers, their last occurrence with water was extremely traumatic. They were anxious, even timid. But something about the island, jumping out of their comfort zone, flying several thousand miles away from home, made them lose inhibition. 

Snorkeling in Daymaniyat Island Oman

Over the course of the week we worked on stripping all of those fears. We meditated, we did breathwork. Somewhere during the week, I realized that what I was doing and assisting with was monumental.  We were quite literally breaking off the chains one by one with each swim lesson.  It eventually became less about swimming and more about bonding. We spoke on life, family, and problems. The water which was a terrible beast, now became a place where we laughed, and received validation.        

Water, for so long a source of fear and pain, can also be a space for joy, healing, and liberation. We, as Black people, deserve that freedom. We deserve to be baptized by the water—not as a means of survival, but as a gateway to healing. And we can find it—in the Caribbean, in Zanzibar, in Bali, and in every place where the water calls us to let go, to dive in, and to be free.

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Community Community Development Hometown Heroes Sarad Davenport

Kimberly Hayes: A Journey of Ambition, Service, and Community

by Sarad Davenport | Featured Photos by Anica Marcelino Kimberly Hayes took some time to sit down and talk with us about her journey from being a small-town girl from Charlottesville to a woman and a professional making moves on a global scale. We chop it up to look into her life, her achievements, and the values that have guided her path.

Early Life and Education

Charlottesville is a place where everyone seems to know everyone and there are very few degrees of separation—especially in the Black community. Kimberly’s grandfather, Apostle Emeritus Rufus Hayes, Sr. was a preacher with a commanding voice on the radio, and her family was deeply rooted in the community. This close-knit environment shaped her early years and instilled in her a sense of responsibility and service. “I come from a place of seeing a pathway where service is the rent we pay for being here,” she says, reflecting on her upbringing and the influence of her grandfather. Her journey to higher education was marked by determination and a bit of Divine intervention. Hampton University was her top choice, but she initially received a rejection letter. However, a bill from the university arrived a few weeks before Fall classes were scheduled to begin, leading to confusion and hope. Her grandfather, who attended the Hampton Ministers Conference annually, took the bill to the conference and shared it with people in his large national network of preachers and administrators at Hampton University, and soon after that conference, Kimberly was admitted. “I was given the shot. I went to Pre-College. I got into the Summer Bridge Pre-College program. So you got six weeks to show your chops,” she recalls.

At Hampton, Kimberly majored in Political Science and was actively involved in various student organizations. Her time there was transformative, thanks to the supportive network of friends who kept her focused. “I met a group of friends who were very focused and smart. They had me in the library, they had me kind of on track,” she says. This network played a crucial role in her development, helping her secure a prestigious White House internship during the Clinton administration. Yep, you read that right. 

Professional Journey

Kimberly’s professional journey is a testament to her versatility and ambition. After graduating from Hampton, she worked at Citibank in their commercial business loan department. However, her career took a significant turn when she moved to New York and entered the world of television. A chance encounter at Rockefeller Center led to a job at NBC Studios, where she started as a receptionist and quickly moved up the ranks to become integral to all parts of television production. Kim’s television career included stints with Judge Judy and Maury, but it was her time at MTV that truly showcased her giftedness. At MTV, she worked in sales and marketing, traveling extensively to pitch clients and launch new services. “MTV was great. You can imagine the connections. I’m a social person. I’m an extrovert. I said to myself, this is where I belong,” she says. Even though Kim found success in television, her journey was not without its challenges. She left MTV to become the Executive Director of a nonprofit in San Francisco, a role she eventually left due to the politics involved. Returning to New York without a job, she faced a tough job market but eventually landed a position at Goldman Sachs. “I get the bag as the kids say, you know,” she says, highlighting her ability to bounce back even from moments of adversity.

Balancing Multiple Roles

Kimberly’s ability to balance multiple roles is one of her most remarkable traits. While working at Goldman Sachs, she continued to nurture her passion for entertainment by working award shows and managing talent on the side. This multi-sector career path allowed her to work with some of the biggest names in the industry, including Stevie Wonder. “Stevie is the biggest talent that I’ve worked with during all of these award shows,” she says, recounting her surreal experience at the Grammys. Her professionalism and dedication have earned her the trust of many in the industry. “The same professionalism, the same dedication, the same confidentiality that I had when working at the White House and sensitivity around things,” she explains, emphasizing the qualities that have made her successful in both finance and entertainment.

Community and Service

Service to the community has always been a cornerstone of Kimberly’s life. She is a member of Delta Sigma Theta Sorority, Inc. and serves on their National Social Action Commission. Her role as a delegate to the United Nations for Delta Sigma Theta focuses on issues relevant to Black women and girls, Africa, and Haiti. “We are the first NGO in the Divine Nine to have NGO status with the UN,” she says proudly. Her commitment to service extends to her hometown of Charlottesville, where she is involved in various initiatives, including the Charlottesville Sister Cities Commission. Hayes was recently appointed as the City Representative for their sister city in Ghana, a role she is particularly excited about. “I just visited Ghana for the first time with Delta back in November and we did a mission trip there and visited all of our international projects there, which was great,” she says.

Legacy and Future

Kimberly Hayes and her brother “Chucky” have taken up the mantle of their family’s legacy by continuing their grandfather’s long-running radio show, “Gospel Sermonette,” on WINA. The show, which has been a staple in the community for over 50 years, features a blend of gospel music, prayers, and sermonettes. During the COVID-19 pandemic, when many activities were halted, Kimberly and her brother stepped in to keep the show alive. They play tapes of sermons from their grandfather, interspersed with gospel songs, prayers, and scripture readings. The 30-minute program airs every Sunday morning at 9:00 am, maintaining a cherished connection to the community and honoring their family’s commitment to faith and service.

Photo of Apostle Emeritus Rufus Hayes, Sr.

Kimberly’s sense of responsibility to her family’s legacy is evident in her efforts to honor her grandfather. She successfully campaigned to have a street named after him, a project she completed just weeks before the sensitive period of the summer of hate in 2017. “As much as my granddad poured into the community, he was able to see the love shown back to him,” she says, reflecting on the significance of this achievement. Her journey from Charlottesville to the global stage is a testament to her resilience, versatility, and unwavering dedication to her community. 

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Community Community Development Khalilah Jones Style

Living at the Intersection of Too Much Yet Not Enough: The Dichotomy of the Black Woman

by Khalilah Jones | Photos by Kristen Finn and Anica Marcelino

Hey friends! I have been confronted with a few situations lately and had something on my heart that I wanted to share. I know that my Sisters and all the GWORLS (if I may use a cute colloquialism), can relate. If you’re a Black woman, you’ve probably found yourself walking a tightrope that feels like it was designed by some twisted circus master. You’re told “you’re too loud,” but also asked why you’re so quiet. You’re praised for your resilience but chastised for your attitude. In the world of fashion, the workplace, relationships, and heck, in society in general, Black women are navigating a maze that’s often invisible to everyone else. Let’s break it down.

Fashion: Serving Looks and Stereotypes 

Black women have always been trendsetters. From banging out braids and amazing afros to making streetwear chic, we’re the blueprint. Here’s the kicker: while our style is constantly imitated, we’re often criticized for it. Have you ever been told your natural hair is unprofessional? Or that your curves are too much for the office? Welcome to my world. 

It’s a diabolical ride trying to stay fly while battling stereotypes. You see a white girl in cornrows, she’s considered “edgy.” You wear them, and it’s “ghetto.” We’re expected to tone down our essence to fit into a mold that was never meant for us, but guess what? We’re done dimming our light. It’s 2024, and I encourage you to unapologetically embrace your style, whether it fits mainstream standards or not. 

Photo by Anica Marcelino

The Workforce: Boss Moves and Backhanded Compliments 

Now, let’s talk about work. Black women are out here making boss moves, climbing the corporate ladder, and slaying glass ceilings, but let’s keep it 100—it’s not always a fair game. We’re often overqualified yet overlooked. You’re either the “token diversity hire,” or you’re not “a good fit.” 

Then there’s the infamous “angry Black woman” trope. Dare to speak up in a meeting? You’re aggressive. Stay silent? You’re not engaged. It’s exhausting playing this never-ending game of “professionalism” that feels like it was designed to keep us on our toes and jumping through endless hoops, but here’s the tea: Black women are rewriting the rules. We’re creating spaces that celebrate our voices and pushing for diversity that’s not just a box to tick but a fundamental change in culture. 

Relationships with Men: Love, Loyalty, and Liberation

On to relationships. If you’re like most Black women, you’ve likely been bombarded with all sorts of mixed messages. Society tells us to be strong but submissive, nurturing but independent. It’s like they want us to be superheroes with no room for vulnerability

Dating as a Black woman can feel like a minefield. We’re either fetishized or disregarded. Some men see us as exotic trophies, while others buy into stereotypes that paint us as undesirable. However, I will let you in on a secret—Black women are and always will be, magic. We bring love, loyalty, and a depth of understanding that’s unparalleled. The key is finding partners who see us as equals, who respect our strength without trying to diminish it.

Our Role in Society: The Backbone and the Spotlight 

Black women have always been the backbone of society. We’re the ones holding it down in our communities, advocating for change, and setting trends that everyone else follows. Yet, our contributions are often minimized or ignored. It’s a wrap for that jack! We’re no longer waiting for validation. We’re claiming our space, telling our stories, and demanding the recognition we deserve. Whether it’s in activism, art, business, or politics, Black women are leading the charge. And we’re doing it with that special razzle dazzle that’s uniquely our own. 

Embrace the Dichotomy 

Living at the intersection of too much yet not enough is a balancing act that only Black women truly understand. We’re constantly told to shrink ourselves while being expected to carry the weight of the world. She walks with the universe on her shoulders and somehow, seamlessly makes it look like a pair of wings. It is in this dichotomy that we find our strength. We’re redefining what it means to be a Black woman in every space we occupy. 

So, to all the Black women out there: keep being too much! Keep breaking barriers and challenging norms. Because in a world that often tries to tell us we’re not enough, we are everything and more. 

Stylishly Yours,

Khalilah

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Arts Authors Community Community Development Paige Flipp

Passing the Baton At the Bridge

by Staff Writer | Photos by Anica Marcelino

A chance encounter at a community event opened the door to Amber Smith’s time at The Bridge Progressive Arts Initiative in 2022. The Bridge Progressive Arts Initiative is a vital hub for Charlottesville’s artistic community, offering dedicated studio spaces and a versatile event and co-working space. Artists can collaborate, network, and access resources in this dynamic environment. The adaptable event space hosts exhibitions, performances, workshops, and community gatherings, thus promoting a supportive and inspiring atmosphere for artistic and cultural exchange.

Smith joined the staff as an Operations Manager. Amber states, “I mentor children through Integrity Mentoring, and I was doing a visit [with one of my mentees.] It was the first night of Soul with C-Ville… I happened to see that they were doing a community mural, but I didn’t know that it involved The Bridge or anything like that.” Smith shared that a mutual colleague of hers and Jay Simple, Executive Director of The Bridge at the time, introduced them.

She shared that a colleague informed her about an opening for an Operations Manager at The Bridge. At that time, she was committed to running her own business and had promised herself never to return to a full-time job. The part-time, 20-hour-per-week position fit perfectly into her schedule. When she submitted her application, she didn’t realize it was going to the person she had met at Soul of C-ville.

Smith, a Charlottesville native with a background in administrative processes, still owns her own business, CAMPed Administrative Services, and has generously made room for both entities to exist in her personal mission, on top of continuing her work in youth development through mentoring. In her new additional role at The Bridge, Amber worked under Jay Simple until his departure at the top of 2024. Smith notes that there were some learning curves when joining The Bridge Progressive Arts Initiative team.

Q: Do you feel like there were any large leaps or any learning curves for you at all?

Amber Smith: Jay had already started the process of moving The Bridge into this particular location that we’re in now, working on how to revamp those things. I can’t ever take credit for any of that. There were lots of learning curves. What I do for my own business is provide administrative services, so a lot of that work is dictated by the person that’s giving it to you: how they want it to look, what they want it to say, um, how they want to come across. People are dictating to you exactly what they need. There’s not really a lot of room or necessity for extreme ideation at that point. You know, the creativity that I had been used to up until that point as it relates to businesses like this was very contained—you fit within a box. The growing part was me recognizing that we’re not trying to create a box; we’re trying to create open air and equity for artists that look like me and artists who wouldn’t otherwise have a voice. Not saying that I was the box, but… sky’s the limit and being able to think outside of that. There were a few times where I was like, “Well, I don’t know,” or “What should I do?” The question thrown back to me was, “What do you think?” and I had never been asked that. As it relates to moving an organization forward… we were given a blank slate kind of, and I don’t want to say a blank slate like The Bridge wasn’t something magnificent before, but in moving into this new space, we were given more of a blank space to really extend all of the things that The Bridge was doing and transform it into being able to create equity and space for artists to actually create.

The work Amber was able to accomplish under her Operations Manager title landed her the role of The Bridge’s new Chief Operations Officer (COO) in April of 2024. Adamant that she does not do this work alone, Amber emphasizes the importance of partnership in achieving the organization’s goals. She is committed to nurturing a collaborative environment where contributions are valued and integral to the success of The Bridge. Her leadership style focuses on empowering others, encouraging innovation, and maintaining open lines of communication. As COO, Amber plans to continue driving the initiative’s mission forward, ensuring it remains a thriving space for creative artists as a whole, while also shining a light on Artists of Color throughout Virginia.

Child posing at Bridge Progressive Arts Initiative

Q: You’ve seen an influx of artists of color coming in. What is that like? And what have you been able to see happening as a fly on the wall in this space?

Amber: Oh man, we have so much untapped talent in this town. My goodness, so much untapped talent. I just struggle with the fact that there’s somebody in charge of art. I struggle with that because art encompasses everything that we do right in life. Everybody demands art and wants art, but sometimes we don’t know how to really facilitate the conversations behind it… The project that we’re working on right now, with Hamilton Glass, he’s been able to transform what it is that he loves to do. Um, if I’m not mistaken, his background is in architecture. He was able to transform whatever it is that he does into actual artistic work. And he’s been able to work as a sustaining artist. So, being able to put other artists in front of people like that to say, “Well, what did you do?” and [it is helpful in] encouraging people.

Glass, an Artist residing in Richmond, spent time at The Bridge in June to share his work in collaboration with Star Hill Pathways and the Equity Center for the Charlottesville Mural Project, by serving as an instructor for a youth-centered mural camp. Glass and other artists of color are utilizing time at The Bridge Progressive Arts Initiative to expound upon their creative visions, develop new projects, and engage with the community in meaningful ways. Hamilton remarked, “I’ve had two previous experiences with The Bridge and the Charlottesville Mural Project. Both of them were great experiences, and this was no different. Amber and [The Bridge] staff supported my day to day work with the kids which made the process very organic. The students were able to come up with something that they genuinely designed from scratch and painted.”

Amber shares, “I did have someone ask me one time is The Bridge a Black space?’ And I had to let them know, no, we serve every facet of the community: Black, white, Jewish, Muslim, Christian, atheist, agnostic, Mormon, LGBTQ+, straight, minding their business; we serve every facet of the community. I do think that having people of color within a nonprofit arts organization that has the voice that The Bridge has been extremely helpful to other Black businesses and organizations, as well as other folks and people of color in our community. I don’t want to say we set out to necessarily target a specific community, but we also understood that being in places of leadership and being able to take whatever it is that we have as The Bridge, as influence, and being able to work with organizations that serve people of color, has been greatly beneficial.”

To learn more about  The Bridge Progressive Arts Initiative, please visit thebridgepai.org

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Community Community Development Sonia Montalvo

We Can Show You Better Than We Can Tell You

By Sonia Montalvo  I Photos by Tristan Thompson

Disclaimer: This narrative is not the complete history of Gogo music in Charlottesville. This article serves as an in-depth look at the perspectives of Gogo music enthusiasts and community members who have contributed to its evolution and presence in Charlottesville. It aims to highlight their experiences, insights, and contributions to the vibrant and growing Gogo music scene within the city.

Gogo, the offspring of funk and soul music, originated in Washington, D.C. in the 1970s. Innovators like Chuck Brown, widely respected as the ‘Godfather of Gogo,’ paved the way for the music genre. Heavily influenced by African culture and characterized by its use of congas and timbale drums, which set the percussive tone of the sound, Gogo has become a cultural staple in the states of D.C., Maryland, and Virginia, also known as the DMV area.

Comical debate on the internet has displayed the divided opinion amongst residents of the National Capital Region on what areas of Virginia are considered a part of the [V] within the DMV. Depending on who you ask, the delineation between what constitutes the broader state of Virginia, and the core DMV area can vary. Places like Charlottesville and its surrounding rural counties are often overlooked as they tend to differ in culture and distance from the bustling artistic influence of the DMV. However, Charlottesville’s long-standing Gogo bands, Ebony Groove and 100 Proof, beg to differ. Both bands recently sat down with Vinegar Hill Magazine to share just what they mean.

As the decades of the 1970s and 1980s progressed, Gogo music flourished with bands such as Rare Essence, Backyard Band, EU, and many others, carrying forward Chuck Brown’s legacy and gaining momentum as it expanded its reach. Ivan Orr states, “It’s like, I don’t remember a time where there wasn’t Gogo around [in Charlottesville].” Orr, a group member of Charlottesville’s pioneer Gogo band, Ebony Groove, took to the strong influence that Gogo’s hard-hitting ongoing percussion and traditionally rooted call-and-response music had to offer. The band, began as a pep band for the basketball games at Charlottesville High School.  Ebony Groove is recognized by city residents as this area’s first homegrown Gogo band, and its founding members Kyle Reaves, Christopher Redd, Ivan Orr, Curtis Kenney, Jesse Turner, and Raymond Brooks met at Charlottesville High School in the marching band. With Jesse Turner and Chris Redd playing trumpet, Ivan Orr on saxophone, while Raymond, Kyle and Curtis were members of the drumline. A predominantly white high school around 1984, Ebony Groove members recall being some of the only Black members of a band with over 200 students. “Oh yeah. When we started, we were the first drum line [in the city] to play Gogo at halftime,” shares Curtis Kenney. Their impromptu performance next to the cheerleaders in the stands catalyzed the band’ to take their craft more seriously, and  thought they officially formed in 1987, their drumline performance created fans that have followed them throughout their musical careers.  Kenney states, “[Before], you sat in the stands and played and be quiet. But we, uh, got them to break the mold, didn’t we?”

While it is unclear just how Gogo entered Charlottesville’s town of 40,000 plus citizens, there are a few factors that have contributed to its spread and integration. The presence of the University of Virginia and Howard University, where students from both cities exchanged cultural influences, played a significant role. Jeff Louderback Sr. and Billy Wells of 100 Proof band recall vivid memories of Chuck Brown performing at UVA when they were younger, while members of Ebony Groove were introduced to early funk and Gogo albums like Trouble Funk, by family members who attended Howard University or lived in Washington, D.C. in general. “My sister lived in D.C. while we were in high school, and I would go to visit, but I mean, if you think back before that, though, like when we were kids, Gogo was here. I think all of us could say we had relatives there. So, they would come, you know, for visits, or we’d go and hear the music,” says Ebony Groove bandmate Raymond Brooks. This exposure fueled their passion and inspired them to master the music.

James Cain, a Howard University alum, and son of Charlottesville’s first Black woman lawyer, Margaret Cain, considers Charlottesville and D.C. the Pompeii and Rome of our time. Respected by Charlottesville Gogo enthusiasts for his historical insight, Cain sees strong parallels between the two cities. He explains that much like Pompeii looked to Rome for political and economic influence, Charlottesville aligned with D.C. from the 1970s to the 1990s, shaping its Gogo sound. Ebony Groove shares similar sentiments as they state that cultural cues for Charlottesville in their upbringing did not come from Virginia’s capital of Richmond, but rather from Washington, D.C. Ivan Orr states, “And what’s wild is, y’all can correct me if I’m wrong, but for us, we didn’t take our cues from Richmond. Everything, fashion, how we talked, it was all D.C. So, we looked at Richmond like bammas. Even when I went to school at VCU in, in 1989, people in Richmond didn’t even know what Gogo was.”

Cain attributes part of Gogo’s introduction to Charlottesville to the distribution of live cassette recordings from D.C. bands. He recalls following his cousin Kerry McLeod, who began distributing tapes to residents and DJs in 1981, as one of the key figures in spreading the sound in this method. Kerry, a D.C. native, spent time in Charlottesville’s historic Prospect Neighborhood with family, forging connections throughout the city and providing access to Gogo’s biggest players, which proved to be crucial in helping to embed Gogo music into Charlottesville’s social structure.

Ebony Groove would go on a strong run for the next 14 years, playing for the likes of the aforementioned Gogo legends like Rare Essence and EU as opening acts. The group has played all over, bringing fans young and old together to share in their sound. The band members as a collective believe that their playing style pays homage to the D.C. native sound while still putting their spin on the change-making music of Gogo.

The band played together officially until 1997 when life and its obligations for the respective members pulled them all in different directions, sending the beloved sound of Ebony Groove into hiatus until 2017. During the two decades in between their reunion, the spirit of Gogo and its influence in Charlottesville did what it could to keep its roots watered, with several bands emerging before and after Ebony Groove’s pause, such as Seductive Sounds, Reset Band, Double Faces, the X Band, and others. Herman Jones, an original member 100 Proof before its recreation and the Reset band, is working on shedding more light on the exhaustive history of Gogo in Charlottesville and hopes to create a documentary in the near future to tell the story. In the 2010s, a new Gogo band by the name of 100 Proof would emerge, and in 2024, they are still helping to spread the joy of Gogo throughout the city and across the East Coast.

100 Proof, comprised of band members Billy Wells, Jeff “J-Bug” Louderback Jr., Varina Taylor, Mark Williams, Tre Turner, Jeff Louderback Sr., Eric Johnson, Earl Anderson, and Vinny Lewis are committed to the sound of Gogo and upholding its rich legacy. Wells and J-Bug, original members of the group, have seen the band go through changes in their decade-plus run, but hold fast to their goal of showing up no matter what. 100 Proof members all have obligations outside of their time spent with the group in practices and shows. Some members are in several other bands, and others have familial obligations and full-time jobs, but what has always been clear for the group is that while their commitment takes sacrifice, there is a collective consensus among their members that Gogo is a necessity. “I got to have it, I got to hear the crank, right? With the drums, with the hi-hat going wild, and the conga. You know what I’m saying? It does something [to me],” says Wells.

To understand 100 Proof’s sound is to understand that they are a physical manifestation of standing on the shoulders of giants. Each member grew up musically inclined, stating that the church and familial encouragement were key aids in making them musicians today. The band also respects their predecessors, Ebony Groove, for what they’ve directly and indirectly contributed to the Gogo scene of Charlottesville and to them as a band. Bandmate Eric “EJ” Johnson, keyboardist for 100, hilariously acknowledges his full circle moment of their influence by sharing that Christopher Redd from Groove was his music teacher. The big brother, little brother dynamic of the two bands fosters a fresh camaraderie that highlights the developing family tree of Gogo in the town. J-Bug shares, “I think last year when we did the show together, we made sure that [people knew], they’re owed this. Like, come on, let’s do this, you know what I’m saying? Yeah, I don’t know too many people that, as far as Gogo bands around here, have shown what they have shown. We wanted to reach out to them and give our dues and respect, like, hey, it wouldn’t be possible. It might have been possible, but, like, we respect y’all, and thank y’all for showing us the way y’all do it, creating the way y’all do, so we have to respect that.

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Though the band shares their love for their antecedent, it is beautiful to see that there is no compromise to the originality that Proof brings to the table. A mix of vocally trained notes from Mark Williams and Varina Taylor, the study and execution of the rap cadence from Billy Wells, the focus on clean notes from guitarist Jeff Sr., the diligence EJ provides on the keys, Vinny on the conga drums, and the equally yoked sound between the drums and the cowbell from Louderback Jr. and Tre Turner. Their chemistry has packed events across the DMV, but it’s right here at home where 100 Proof has solidified its mark as a cornerstone of Charlottesville’s music scene. Charlottesville, though observed as a liberal city, has seen its fair share of hardship. A town still navigating the effects of racial zoning, razing of communities, systemic oppression, and neo-Nazi-fueled riots, both 100 Proof and Ebony Groove have managed to somehow create spaces of joy for C-ville residents through the crank. 100 Proof has managed to pack nightclubs and event spaces from shoulder to shoulder with the public ready to see what they have to offer. Williams and Taylor believe Gogo is music in its rawest form. Say backyard music. “It started in the backyard. Basically, people, buckets, you know, putting drumsticks on buckets. Hitting cowbells, hitting whatever they can find,” Mark exclaims. Varina echoed Mark’s enthusiasm by sharing her memories. “That’s what I remember, like walking on the top of the hill on Prospect, and all of them would be at a certain specific house that was always lit, and they would just be tapping on whatever.”

Williams states, “It just goes back to the aspect of how, as a community, if you wanted to hear music, you played it back then… music wasn’t about, ‘Oh, you gotta have the best voice or you gotta sing the best.’ It was a communal thing. It was a spiritual thing. Everyone sang back then. Everybody played. It’s like a form of language. Now, now music has dumbed down because of that. Because people feel like they gotta have the prettiest voice. So they feel like they have to monetize it and things like that, and it was just really people just being raw. [Gogo,] It’s just raw and it’s uncut.”

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Community Community Development Education Health and Wellness Vanessa Johnson

Navigating Trauma: Insights from a Human Services Journey

Working in the Human Service Field for approximately 15 years, the more I serve children and families, the more I realize the significant role that trauma plays in their lives. In the field of community-based services, 90% of the families that are in services have some level of personal, cyclical, or multi-generational trauma within their families. Trauma within families has increasingly become a tragic legacy passed down from generation to generation, creating a society of individuals who have become burdened with the pains of their past, and as they try to create a life worth living; they discover that it becomes increasingly difficult without healing. This can make the very act of living difficult and overwhelming.

 It is important to understand how childhood trauma can impact the life of a child which could consequently impact their emotional and mental health into adulthood. Experiencing trauma at a young age can cause a child to see the world only through the lens of trauma which can cause a level of distrust and create a lack of desire to contribute positively to the world around them. Children exposed to trauma are prevalent with more than two-thirds of them experiencing some type of traumatic event during their childhood. More than one type of trauma is happening to one-third of our children and as a result, 20% of trauma-exposed children develop mental health issues like posttraumatic stress disorder. Along with posttraumatic stress disorder, children also experience depressive and anxiety symptoms which can cause substantial impairment in n their daily functioning and overall well-being.

There are major factors that contribute to the development of problems in children like significant behavioral problems within the school system. Many people, including those in the human service field, do not realize the significant impact that trauma has on the body, in particular the brain. Journal articles that explore childhood trauma history have linked it to abnormal brain activities, particularly in individuals with major depressive disorders (MDD),  show findings of the dramatic primary association of the brain’s resting state network and its connection to abnormalities in those with a history of childhood trauma. Childhood trauma that includes physical, sexual, or emotional abuse causes disorders like  MDD to manifest.  MDD symptoms include impaired daily function and suicidal ideation, insomnia, and disruption in cognitive functions like attention and memory. MDD is just one disorder that has been attributed to trauma.  Other disorders linked to MDD include posttraumatic stress disorder, bipolar disorder, and severe anxiety disorders. Obtaining knowledge of how the brain is impacted or even fractured in some senses as a result of trauma is important for those who are called to provide counsel and therapy to victims. This knowledge is important as we assist clients with their reconstruction and healing process.

My very own traumatic past has made me a lifelong student of trauma and its significant impact on the mind, body, and spirit. The work of understanding trauma can enlighten and educate a generation of people who look at children and adults with mental and emotional health issues as just people with problems. We as a society need to understand and recognize that their lives included experiences that they did not ask for and there is a real struggle to navigate through a myriad of dysfunctions and diagnoses that erupt as a result of experiences that someone else forced on them. It is not easy for society to discuss, but that does not mean it is not necessary. Our perspective of these individuals is often tainted by the behaviors that we see or the possible impact to our own lives, but I ask myself almost daily if that perspective would be different if they could see them through a trauma informed lens. Would it be seen as more significant if it happened to someone in the household or extended family? What will it take for society to aid more and condemn less; to complain less and contribute more? If it were you, what would you want society to do?

 

Vanessa Johnson has worked in the Human Service field since 1993. She holds a bachelor’s degree in psychology and a master’s degree in human service counseling with a focus on crisis and trauma. Vanessa is passionate about working with children and families in the Greater Charlottesville area and surrounding counties. Currently pursuing her Doctorate degree in Community Care and Counseling (Traumatology) at Liberty University, her ultimate goal is to educate other human service professionals on the emotional and mental impact of trauma on individuals. To find out more about Vanessa Johnson, please visit thrive2healservices.com

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Business Community Community Development Education Teira E. Farley

The Diary of an Unplanned Entrepreneur

Words by: Teira E. Farley

I do not have a typical entrepreneur story. Starting a business was not on my radar nor was it something I’d ever considered. I had a job and wore multiple fulfilling hats working in ministry, as well as volunteering with a local shelter and various non-profits. I did not want to waste my knowledge, talent, or gifts so I felt that my path at the time made sense. If anything, my goal was to get a better paying job so that I could live more freely.

Circa 2010, I was regularly assisting others with special projects. It was great to have a creative outlet; but often, I was putting in long hours, exhausting myself, and quite frankly, a couple of my friends were over it. They felt as if I was being manipulated and taken advantage of, so initially, my business was not even my idea; it was theirs. They wanted me to be fairly compensated for the caliber of work I was producing, and they challenged me until I agreed.

At first, it felt disingenuous or haughty, like I was doing way too much to dare to consider people would pay me for my expertise. Even though I had two degrees: a Bachelor of Science in Business Management and a Master of Business Administration, with Management and Marketing concentrations, respectively, I felt like, who was I to start a business? What would that entail if I were to move forward? As much as I started to believe in my friends’ assertions and become excited about the potential for additional income, I had not done any of this before and I didn’t want to mess it up.  I was adamant about being legitimate if people were going to pay me and refer others to me, so I began to brainstorm. With a myriad of questions and uncertainties, I did the only sensible thing one could do…I called my parents.

Hands down, my parents are my biggest advocates, but I knew if I was leaning in the wrong direction, they would quickly check me back to reality, even if unintentionally hurting my feelings in the process.  I told myself, that if I could get the business idea past the two of them, I could get it past anybody. My mother, the “Question Queen,” had dedicated most of her career to helping individuals start small businesses, so she grilled me on business plan basics, without hesitation. My father’s work was in corporate training and development, so he explored the practicality of it all: offer something people need and they will pay for it. I merged their advice, my educational background, and professional experience, and I worked, quietly, to map out a structure that would allow me to serve, create, and build for others, but also get paid. I filed the paperwork,  and in March 2011, I became the owner of The Coloring Box, a strategic branding and business development company.

In today’s society, you could easily fall into the trap of believing that entrepreneurship is easy and glamorous. Social media reels from the beach, fashion-filled photoshoots, screenshots of invoice totals, and bank account statements can paint a misleading picture regarding what being a small business owner entails and all it takes to master working for yourself. The truth is that so many entrepreneurs, like me, also work full-time jobs because everyone who starts a business will not become a millionaire. The vast majority will not even come close. According to PayScale’s salary database, the average entrepreneur makes around $64,000 per year, about $33,000 less than the average American salary of $97,962, but still close to the median salary of $69,717. The Bureau of Labor Statistics reports that 30% of U.S. businesses fail in the second year, 50% fail in their first five years, and approximately 70% fail in or by their tenth year. That means, contrary to widespread belief or what your favorite influencer may project, the odds to success, solely as an entrepreneur, are stacked against you.

While some may carefully embrace the statistics, others will spend a lifetime trying to defy them, delving into passion projects in an effort to manifest a dream. As poetic as it sounds, blindly stepping into any world without accepting the harsh realities that come along with that decision is unhealthy and can yield minacious outcomes. Think of it this way. You have the right to do whatever you need to do to be happy and fulfilled, but happiness does not pay the bills. Fulfillment will not keep clothes on your back, and passion does not translate to shelter or food any day of the week. If you are hoping to be your own boss, you must have a plan, be willing to work on it, revise it and sometimes, scrap it for a new one. Yes, if at first you don’t succeed, try again. But, if you keep trying the same thing and yielding nothing, accept that thing needs to be a new thing and try something else.

Your family and friends may support your initiative or celebrate your ingenuity, but that does not make them your clients or automatically position them as regular customers. They may not even be a part of your target market, and that is okay. Do not take it personally. You don’t build your business off their support. You build your business by providing a product or service that meets a need or fulfills a desire for an identified group of people. You do it by analyzing a market and filling a gap within it.

Here are a few intangibles to keep in mind before or while starting a business:

  1. Keep the main thing the main thing- Don’t be tempted to be all things to all men. Find your niche. Maximize it. Rinse and repeat.
  2. Know your numbers- If you do not know what a break-even analysis is or what a cash flow statement shows, find someone who does and make them teach you, because if it’s not making money, it’s not a business; it’s a hobby.
  3. Don’t comingle your funds- Your personal life may fund the business initially, but if you do not set it up as a business and treat it as one, it will never become one. Then there’s the taxation and liability of it all, so yeah, just don’t do that.
  4. You will have to give yourself grace and accountability- Grace to make mistakes. Accountability not to repeat them.
  5. Your name holds weight- Your word matters. The customer isn’t always right, but they rarely realize that. It’s your job to teach them without antagonizing them. Regardless, never compromise your integrity for a dollar.

This list is far from all-inclusive. I can go on for hours and hours and hours, but that’s the point.  It is what I do. My business helps others build theirs. I train entrepreneurs, ministry leaders, and their teams in 1:1 or group settings to level the playing field for those who have a vision, passion, or a skill, but don’t know how to transform it into a profitable organization.  I offer the tools you need to build a brand + business that lasts.

I am Teira E. Farley (@teiraefarley), owner + creative director of the coloring box (@coloringboxco), a proud entrepreneur who didn’t do it their way or the traditional way, but am doing it just the same.  You can too if you trust God, trust yourself, trust the process, and keep it moving.

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Community Community Development Katrina Spencer

America is Losing Faith: Church Attendance Hangs in the Balance

by Katrina Spencer

Former Vinegar Hill Magazine editor and content manager Katrina L. Spencer has completed her first year in pursuit of a master’s degree in journalism and media at the University of Texas at Austin. There her coursework has led her to carry out local reporting, photography and data visualizations. She finds herself interested in “countercultural, generational trends,” one of which you can see here in a story that highlights two Austin churches and has overarching implications for the United States’ religious identity.

“Forsake not the assembling of ourselves” is a biblical command that encourages Christians to gather with one another. Richard and Jan Moore, 70 and 74, do just that. 

Every Sunday, they make the 64-mile round trip drive from Taylor to attend three services at the Church of Christ in Austin’s Hyde Park neighborhood, making Sunday fellowship a full day’s effort.

“I was raised in the Church of Christ, so I’ve known nothing else my entire life,” Richard Moore said.

But on Easter Sunday, only 33 people gathered in the worship space, which can seat about 300.

Meanwhile, across Interstate 35 in East Austin, open parking spaces were hard to find that day at Mt. Zion Baptist Church. Those who arrived late were held at bay by suited ushers in the foyer as a youth group of uniformed praise dancers participated in a reenactment of the crucifixion of Jesus Christ. On stage were 30 choir members dressed in bright pastels and about 300 people seated in the pews.

“We do need more space,” said Doris Fresch, 79, expressing a desire for a reserved section for older people. She has been a member of Mt. Zion for 59 years.

Long-time Mt. Zion Baptist Church members Doris Fresch, left, and Mary Ann Barnett chat, seated before a panel that records the church’s history in East Austin on March 28, 2024. The church was founded in 1873, making it over 150 years old. In 2024, Fresch and Barnett will have been members of Mt. Zion for 60 years. Photo credit: Katrina L. Spencer

The two churches — one largely white, the other largely Black — demonstrate the uneven realities of Austin’s Protestant Christian congregations during a time when most Americans have stopped going to church. COVID-19 lockdowns exacerbated the decline in churchgoing and, when institutions reopened, many people simply didn’t return. It’s created an unpredictable landscape that churches are navigating.

“No one knows what the church of the future will look like,” said Sarah Gaventa, dean of students at Austin Theological Seminary. Gaventa has witnessed foundational change in curricular approaches used to prepare leaders for work within the body of Christendom.

About 70% of Americans belonged to a church in 2000, but fewer than 50% did so 20 years later, according to a Gallup report.

Youth pastor Reverend Brandon Wooley, right, distributes candy to the young people he serves in youth church at Mt. Zion Baptist Church in East Austin on Easter Sunday, March 31, 2024. In addition to his pastoral role, Wooley is pursuing a doctorate in educational psychology at the University of Texas at Austin. Photo credit: Katrina L. Spencer

Jim Davis and Michael Graham wrote in the opening lines of their book “The Great Dechurching” that this transition is “the largest and fastest religious shift in the history of our country, as tens of millions of formerly regular Christian worshipers nationwide have decided they no longer desire to attend church at all.” 

Fifty-six percent of Gallup poll respondents reported that they seldom or never attend religious services at church, synagogue, mosque or temple, which may point toward a broadening secularization of society in the United States. 

Twenty-eight percent of adults in the U.S. are religiously unaffiliated, according to 2023 Pew Research, and have come to be known as “nones,” or people who respond with “none” when asked about their religion. This number was only about 16% in 2007.

The discourse documenting the change isn’t happening solely within the church. Sarah McCammon, National Public Radio correspondent and author of “The Exvangelicals: Loving, Living, and Leaving the White Evangelical Church,” said it’s getting harder for the American public to hold onto ideas that separate us. 

Her work examines some of the sociological tensions encountered by children of the 1980s whose Christian upbringings clash with their 21st century values. 

“People born into evangelical families during that era have reached adulthood at a time when the country is more diverse than ever,” she wrote in her book. 

Some of the teachings evangelicals were exposed to in church contend with the lives they now want to lead. Countless Christians are going through a process of “deconstruction,” she wrote, a process that leads them to critically examine what they believe and at times tolerate dissonance or philosophical frictions.

“Many exvangelicals report feeling relief after giving up the struggle to affirm doctrines that violate their deepest intuitions about morality,” she wrote. 

Ron Bell, the 70-year-old pastor at the Church of Christ in Hyde Park, recalled that in his younger days people would ask each other which church they attended, not whether they attended at all.

Minister Ron Bell, right, and Richard Moore, “jack of all trades” to the church, discuss the upcoming Sunday’s sermon on May 1, 2024. Minister Bell said that the book “The Great Dechurching” by Jim Davis and Micahel Graham made good points in recognizing how churchgoers developed new habits for Sundays during the pandemic and have not made their way back to in-person church meetings. Photo credit: Katrina L. Spencer

“I’m at a loss as to how you could turn that around,” he said.

At Hyde Park’s Church of Christ, there’s no undercurrent of dissatisfaction, no cliques and no division, he said. However, “money-wise, we’re really kind of tight,” he said, stating that limited membership can only support so much church activity and maintenance. 

After COVID, “we barely were lucky if we hit 50” attendees.

Having held his position for 14 years, Bell is clear-eyed, even frank, about what is before him. He rents out spaces within his church to groups that do homeschooling and practice theater as an additional revenue stream.

He describes the church as a “donut church,” no longer drawing people from its immediate neighborhood but relying on people like the Moores to make the commute from Austin’s suburbs.

Mt. Zion’s youth pastor, the Rev. Brandon Wooley, attributed some of Mt. Zion’s success to its deep footprint within the East Austin community. 

“If a lot of churches move from the mindset of trying to get members and starting to create disciples across the world, I think more ministry can be done,” he said. “We have to go out into the community. I believe Mount Zion has been doing that.”

Mt. Zion’s senior pastor, the Rev. Daryl Horton, has been in his current role only since June 2021 but has already steered Mt. Zion through major change, weathering the literal storm known as Icemageddon 2021 and the ensuing building renovation following flooding.

“Up until the pandemic, we did no livestream. We had no Facebook,” he said. “We had to learn how to adapt within a week’s time. The pandemic actually pushed us into a place of using technology in a way that we never have before.” 

The church’s health, Horton said, is due to many factors including its reputation, partnerships and collaborations. Mt. Zion, for example, has paired with the University of Texas’ School of Nursing to secure a grant to support African American mental health and wellness. The church’s criminal justice ministry performs outreach to incarcerated people, focusing on their re-entry into the local community. Also, the church’s tradition of food giveaways at major holidays such as Thanksgiving and Christmas remains intact.

“I think it goes without saying that you have to have a healthy financial commitment from the membership, because it’s hard to do things if you can’t keep the lights on,” Horton said.

Like Bell, Horton, too, is circumspect about change in the community. 

“It’s no longer Black and brown people who predominantly live here. And so there becomes an opportunity to try to figure out, ‘How does Mount Zion maintain her identity? How does Mount Zion maintain her purpose and her vision, knowing that the members no longer live across the street?’” he asked. 

While many areas in East Austin are historically Black, gentrification has introduced residents who aren’t. Horton aims to create a welcoming environment for people of a variety of backgrounds.

“They need Jesus just like everybody else,” he said.

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Community Community Development Darnell Lamont Walker Food and Drink Health and Wellness

Can You Tell Me How to Get to 434th St?

By Darnell Lamont Walker I Photos by Tristan Williams

Nestled within the blooming embrace of the dogwood and Eastern redbud trees, the azaleas and Virginia bluebells, emerges a culinary sanctuary that beckons with the allure of the world’s gastronomic greats. It took years to get over my surprise that Charlottesville, Virginia should be mentioned with the giants. I’ve gone from Barcelona to Tokyo to Paris to Florence to Lima, and Copenhagen, logging countless miles in pursuit of exceptional dining experiences, and Charlottesville fits in comfortably. Once ranked as high as #14 for most restaurants per capita, this picturesque city, the city I ran barefoot through from Westhaven to Dice Street, to Ridge Street to Orangedale, has earned its place as a haven for foodies, drawing flavor seekers from all over to indulge in its diverse culinary offerings. At the heart, or at least floating somewhere near the gut, of this culinary renaissance stands 434th Street restaurant, a testament to the city’s growing gastronomic prowess and a destination for anyone with an appetite for adventure.

Vinegar Hill’s Editor-in-chief Sonia Montalvo doesn’t know I’ve been a lover of good food since watching my grandmother, Irene Jones, pour love from every pot onto my plate as a kid, or that from age 10 to 17, everyone thought I’d be a pastry chef because of my love of baking, but somehow she knew to call me when food and writing were on the table. I quickly accepted the offer, booked a flight, and picked 434th Street from the well-curated list of Black-owned restaurants to eat. And because food is best enjoyed while laughing with friends, I called Kim and Welford to join me.

We made our way to the historic Dairy Market where 434th Street holds court amidst a bustling array of vendors and culinary artisans, found free parking, and took in the sights and sounds created by the kids, the cornholers, and pets filling the many spaces. The air was equally alive with the delicious aroma of spices and sweets, the joyful chatter of diners savoring their meals, and the infectious rhythm of music drifting from the down windows of cars driving down Preston Avenue. We entered.

Through the front door, straight ahead, turn left, and there, we found 434th Street waiting for us, and because I hadn’t eaten all day in preparation for this meal, I ran over with an excitement I’ve only seen in ants discovering a Now and Later candy on a hot sidewalk. Chef Johnathan Wright, Jr. was waiting with a smile, ready to cure my hunger.

We scoured the menu like adventurers mapping out a course toward treasure, up and down, left and right. From braised oxtails to coconut curry chicken and the tender curried goat, Chef Jonathan’s Island-inspired creations promised to transport us to Islands I’ve frequented and missed dearly. And with sides like golden fried plantains, fried cabbage, and macaroni and cheese, which we learned recently from Netflix’s High on the Hog, was perfected just up the road on Jefferson’s plantation by James Hemings, Sally’s brother, we prepared our taste buds for the journey.

Pictured left to right: 434th Street Owner and Chef Jonathan Wright, Darnell Lamont Walker

As we deliberated over our choices, I couldn’t help but reflect on the burgeoning food scene that has made Charlottesville a mecca for culinary enthusiasts like me. This wasn’t the case when I was growing up and Shoney’s, Red Lobster, and Golden Corral were that places for all celebrations, toasts, and meals we’d brag about to friends and family the day after. I remember my mom winning a gift certificate to Aberdeen Barn and everyone’s excitement and jealousy. But now, with its eclectic mix of restaurants, food trucks, and artisanal markets, Charlottesville offers something to satisfy every palate, from authentic soul food to international cuisine inspired by flavors from around the globe. And at 434th Street, Chef Jonathan Wright Jr. has carved out a niche for himself, drawing on his own experiences as an explorer to bring the flavors of the Caribbean to the city voted amongst the best foodie destinations, best places to live, most beautiful cities, and most intelligent cities. That last one, I like to think, is partly thanks to me. I kid, I kid. A little.

With our orders placed, we found a good spot in the sun to let our anticipation build and we took a moment to raise our glasses in a toast to friendship and the joy of shared experiences. For me and those who I invite to share plates, dining out has always been about more than just the food – It’s about the memories made, the laughter shared, and the connections forged over a shared meal. And as we waited for our dishes to arrive, I couldn’t help but feel grateful for the opportunity to share this culinary adventure with two dear friends by my side.

And then the food came! The passion and creativity behind each dish were undeniable. From the refreshing strawberry blueberry Islandade to the indulgent seafood platters and the inventive Caribbean-inspired creations, Chef Jonathan’s dedication to his craft shone through in every detail.

As we savored the final bites of my Caribbean shrimp and grits and reluctantly bid farewell to 434th Street, I couldn’t help but feel a sense of gratitude for the vibrant food scene that has made Charlottesville such a special place for foodies like me. In a city teeming with dining options, 434th Street stands out for the sense of community and camaraderie that permeates its walls. So whether you’re a seasoned epicurean or a curious culinary explorer, make your way to Dairy Market and to 434th Street and let Chef Jonathan take you on a journey of flavor and innovation.